Falling Into You



✅ [PDF / Epub] ☉ Falling Into You By Jasinda Wilder ⚣ – E17streets4all.co.uk I wasn t always in love with Colton Calloway I was in love with his younger brother, Kyle, first Kyle was my first one true love, my first in every wayThen, one stormy August night, he died, and the p I wasn t always in love with Colton Calloway I was in love with his younger brother, Kyle, first Kyle was my first one true love, my first in every wayThen, one stormy August night, he died, and the person I Falling Into PDF or was died with himColton didn t teach me how to live He didn t heal the pain He didn t make it okay He taught me how to hurt, how to not be okay, and, eventually, how to let go.Falling Into You

NEW YORK TIMES, USA TODAY, WALL STREET JOURNAL and international bestselling author Jasinda Wilder is a Michigan native with a penchant for titillating tales about sexy men and strong women Her bestselling titles include ALPHA, STRIPPED, WOUNDED, and the and international Falling Into PDF or bestseller FALLING INTO YOU You can find her on her farm in Northern Michigan with her husband, author Jack Wilder, her six children and menagerie of animalsSign up for Jasinda s newsletter at Jasinda s website jasindawilder Follow Jasinda on twitter at twitter jasindawilderJoin Jasinda on Faceboook at.

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  • Falling Into You
  • Jasinda Wilder
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  • 15 April 2019

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  1. says:

    4.5 stars A dark, emotional read filled with pain and loss but also love and hope It reminds you how precious life is and how, even in the darkest of times, hope can always shine though You know how sometimes you come across a book where you read the blurb and it just makes you want to drop everything in your life so you can read it This book did that to me From the moment I heard about it, I couldn t stop thinking about it.The dedication set the tone for the story Heavy Emotional Hitting 4.5 stars A dark, emotional read filled with pain and loss but also love and hope It reminds you how precious life is and how, even in the darkest of times, hope can always shine though You know how sometimes you come across a book where you read the blurb and it just makes you want to drop everything in your life so you can read it This book did that to me From the moment I heard about it, I couldn t stop thinking about it.The dedication set the tone for the story Heavy Emotional Hitting you right in the heartThis book is for anyone who has ever lost a loved one, for anyone who has woken up crying and gone to bed the same way, for anyone who has had to learn that it s okay to not be okay Surviving isn t strength, it s continuing to breathe one day at a time strength is learning to live despite the painI love Jasinda Wilder s writing She made me fall in love She ripped out my heart She made me grieve But then she made me move on Not forget, but just move forward And find a way to be happy again I truly felt like I went through the journey with the heroine.Kyle and Nell grew up together They d been inseparable since they were babies and it was almost inevitable that they end up together Everyone almost expected it and for so many reasons, they were just perfect for each other.The author captured both the thrill and fumbling perfection of first love the awkwardness, curiosity, desire, hope I felt it all But at the same time, I read with a certain sense of dread Because of the blurb and the teaser chapter, I knew what was coming and I dreaded it.But regardless of knowing it was coming, that scene still ripped my heart out again and made my cry I felt it so strongly Felt it to my core.After Kyle s death not a spoiler, because it s mentioned in the blurb , I just read scene after scene constantly on the verge of tears When Nell cried, I cried with her I could feel how broken she was with all my heart And it was just shatteringI wanted nothingthan to climb into the box with him and quit breathing, find him in whatever came after lifeAt the funeral was where Nell saw Colton for the first time since she was a kid He was the complete opposite of Kyle The bad boy to Kyle s golden boy reputation Rugged, tattooed, and most importantly, understanding of her pain He offered her comfort without question or judgmentI hold her I don t tell her it s okay Be mad, I say Be hurt Be broken CryThey just had this connection It was subtle and unspoken But, without a doubt, there.At first, there was the tiniest feeling of too soon for me But theI think about it now, theI understand it She loved Kyle because it made sense He was her best friend and everything in life had pointed them right at each other But what she felt for Colton was never predestined, it just was Undeniably so.At this point we are treated to Colton s POV Two years later, in NYC, Colton runs into Nell and can see that she has still not let go of the pain of losing Kyle It still haunts her and he is determined to help her through itI can t fix her I know this too I m not going to try I ve had too many goody goody girls hook up with me, thinking they can fix me I also know I m not going to stay away Colton understood her Deeply Having suffered through a very different childhood than his brother, he understands pain He s not trying to get her to move on, but just to allow herself to feel the pain To let it in and to deal with itWe understand each other, Nelly We ve both lost someone we love We both have scars and regrets and anger We can do this together I can t be fixed You re committed to being broken forever Goddamit, Colton Why are you doing this You don t know me I want to It s the answer to both of her statementsThis book deals with some heavy themes and the story was emotional but there were also several moments that had me snorting with laughter.Music played a big part in this book as well It gave a voice to the pain A voice to the emotions that were bottled up deep inside The songs really got to me and I cried while reading almost every one.There were both 5 star moments in this book as well as a few that made me go squinty eyed but over all, I loved the story.The novel is a great length not too long, not too short It gives you plenty of time to connect with the characters It ll rip out your heart, but it ll also allow you to heal and leave you in a happy place.If you are looking for a new, emotional read, this would be a great choicewhen you feel that kind of all consuming need for someone, a person you d do fucking anything for, no matter what They re in your fucking skin, in your soul, like the essence of who they are is imprinted on you so completely like the very air you breathe That s loveHere s my casting Colton Nell Kyle TEASER CHAPTER AVAILABLE HERE I wasn t always in love with Colton Calloway I was in love with his younger brother, Kyle, first Kyle was my first one true love, my first in every way.Then, one stormy August night, he died, and the person I was died with him.Colton didn t teach me how to live He didn t heal the pain He didn t make it okay He taught me how to hurt, how to not be okay, and, eventually, how to let go Forof my reviews, visit Aestas Book BlogAnd come join the Aestas Book Blog Facebook Page Thank you Jasinda Wilder for providing me an ARC to review

  2. says:

    Oh Mon Dieu This was such a rollercoaster of a book as you run the gamut of so many emotions It takes you from sappy happy right down to the depths of despair and then guides you slowly back to happiness but not without an deeply anguished journey first.I guess, if you re reading my review, then you ve read the blurb above As you read the first part of the novel about Nell and Kyle and their budding high school romance you know that something terrible is just around the corner and, as y Oh Mon Dieu This was such a rollercoaster of a book as you run the gamut of so many emotions It takes you from sappy happy right down to the depths of despair and then guides you slowly back to happiness but not without an deeply anguished journey first.I guess, if you re reading my review, then you ve read the blurb above As you read the first part of the novel about Nell and Kyle and their budding high school romance you know that something terrible is just around the corner and, as you read it, you can feel the sorrow coming It s a beautiful part of the story, high school friends slowly becoming boyfriend and girlfriend and, eventually, becoming lovers It s beautifully done but it s tinged with incredible sadness as you know that it s about to be ripped away from them And, when it did, it was so awful, so very tragic that I cried right along with Nell.At Kyle s funeral Nell is trying to lock away her grief, to not give it an outlet and Colt, Kyle s older brother sees this they spend a bit of time together There s an electric connection between them but both of them realise how inappropriate this is at this time and they ignore it We jump forward two years when Nell and Colt are both now living in New York and they bump into one another again.As we catch up with Nell, two years after the tragedy that took Kyle from her, it s apparent that she is hurting badly She s in so much emotional pain, so many shards and jags in her soul and she s cutting herself to make her forget the pain, to feel another kind of pain She s carrying a huge amount of survivor s guilt and feels completely responsible for Kyle s death, for being alive and in the world when he isn t She s never let that grief out and now it s eating away at her like a cancer, changing who she is, not allowing her to get on with her life She s just a guilt ravaged shell of the carefree, optimistic, hopeful girl she once was.Colton has also had his share of tragedy and a difficult past and he completely recognises the pain that he sees in Nell That zinging connection they shared two years ago has never gone away and they cannot resist for long and they literally fall into one another, healing each other The sex between these two is seriously off the charts HOT and I would advise against reading it in your lunch break at work and then expecting to concentrate for the afternoon My Bad You bite your lip, and I want to take that lip into my mouth and suck on it like a popsicle I want to lick your lips and bite them and kiss you until you re fucking lost and gasping and puddled on the floor Holy Fuck Jasinda Wilder is, I think, such a talented writer She takes the issue of self harm and handles it so sensitively So many people who harm themselves are doing this to block out another kind of pain often abuse, chronic medical conditions, deep emotional pain This is the case of Nell she hurts herself to block out the all consuming guilt and grief she harbours over Kyle s death I thought this was incredibly well done.Colt understands her and why she does it he doesn t like it and is determined that she won t do it again He s had a difficult life so far, has done many things he regrets and all that emotional pain walled up inside Nell is deeply familiar to him It s beautiful to watch how they slowly shared their experiences with one another and gave all that awful grief an outlet They heal one another We understand each other, Nelly We ve both lost someone we love We both have scars and regrets and anger We can do this together Despite all this, there is humour to be found it s not all an angst ridden story and they often made me laugh Oh god I whimper I haven t done anything yet baby, Colton growls I know, I pant I was just saying your name Jasinda Wilder made me cry, she made me happy, she even made me laugh but most of all she gave me a beautiful, emotional romance that I will NEVER forget 4.5 stars Forreviews, please visit Sinfully Sexy Book Reviews or visit us on Facebook.

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    I wasn t always in love with Colton Calloway I was in love with his younger brother, Kyle first Nell Hawthorne and Kyle Calloway have been best friends since the day they were born They are neighbors, born in the same hospital two days apart, and basically grew up together Now they are both 16 They both feelthan friendship towards each other, so they start to date They go from a best friend love, to a romantic love.And now we re learning how to fall in love together I don t care I wasn t always in love with Colton Calloway I was in love with his younger brother, Kyle first Nell Hawthorne and Kyle Calloway have been best friends since the day they were born They are neighbors, born in the same hospital two days apart, and basically grew up together Now they are both 16 They both feelthan friendship towards each other, so they start to date They go from a best friend love, to a romantic love.And now we re learning how to fall in love together I don t care what anyone else says I love you I ll always love you, no matter what happens with us in the future I love you now and forever Kyle is the sweetest guy Fast forward two years Nell and Kyle have just graduated high school They are deciding their futures Where they are going to go to college, Kyle wants to marry Nell While on a vacation to a cabin, it starts to storm A tree falls Anyone who has read the synopsis knows what happens, doesn t make it any easier though Be prepared for some tearsDon t leave me I barely heard my own voice I I don t want to, he whispered I love you I love youNell feels like she is to blame for Kyles death She can t cope She can t grieve She can t let it out At Kyle s funeral, Nell sees Kyle s older brother, Colton, for the first time since they were kids Kyle s brother is the opposite of him Dark hair, blue eyes, rough around the edges, but he is there for Nell He s the only person who tries to comfort her and just lets her deal in peaceYou need to let yourself feel Feel it, own it Then move onFast forward a fewyears Nell and Colton are both living in NYC They run into each other for the first time since Kyle s death Colton figures out pretty quickly that Nell is still a mess She has never properly grieved, or moved on Colton wants to be there for Nell She doesn t let him at first As time goes on, he breaks some of her barriers down I want to take her pain The main thing Colton tries to get through to Nell isIt s not okay You don t have to be okay What do you want from me I want you to let yourself be broken Let yourself hurtNell is not the only one dealing with the guilt of the past Colton has demons of his own Loved seeing into his past and getting to know what made him the man he is now Colton knows Nell is special, but its hard for them He tries to tell her just how he sees herYou re a lot of things, Nell Hawthorne You re complex You re cute You re lovely You re funny You re strong Your beautiful You re tortured You re hurting You re amazing You re talented You re sexy as fuckTogether, they work through their pasts and try to move on from the ghosts They learn its okay to move on They lean on each other, on music, and the feelings they have for each other start to surface Colt and Nell together ahh It was just perfect It s like they were meant to be Things start to go well for the two of them, then something else big happens I know, as if these two haven t been through enough already that shakes them up My emotions were all over the place I was happy, I was sad, I was heartbroken, It was a beautiful story, there were some really steamy scenes and some heart wrenching scenes It was kind of all over the place, but in the best way I loved the music in this story Music heals the soul, and the play list at the end of the book was amazing Nell and Colt were beautiful together This book was heavy It dealt with some heavy issues, but I absolutely loved it Nell and Colton s journey was heartbreaking, but the ending left me happy This is a wonderful 5 star read, for anyone looking for an emotional heartbreaking story that will leave you with a smile

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    1 2 Falling into You Poignant, beautiful intense story of love, loss, grief, guilt, healing second chances Anyone who has ever lost a loved one still a teenager or child knows that gaping void Yet this story is a reminder that life oftentimes has a way of turning out OK not because of everything that happened, but in spite of itStory is alternating between Nell s and later Colton s POV in first personI wasn t always in love with Colton Calloway 1 2 Falling into You Poignant, beautiful intense story of love, loss, grief, guilt, healing second chances Anyone who has ever lost a loved one still a teenager or child knows that gaping void Yet this story is a reminder that life oftentimes has a way of turning out OK not because of everything that happened, but in spite of itStory is alternating between Nell s and later Colton s POV in first personI wasn t always in love with Colton Calloway I was in love with his younger brother, Kyle, first Kyle was my first one true love, my first in every way Nell Hawthorne, Nelly daughter of CEO student part time waitress 20 years old strawberry blond hair grey green eyes Nell and her first love Kyle grew up together they were born two days apart, lived next door to each other, their moms were best friends and both families expected them to end up together At age sixteen they became a couple and had two wonderful years together until that fateful night Kyle tragically died, leaving Nell to fend for herself In shock, grieving, guilt ridden and trying to make sense of what happened Such a beautiful innocent love that would never again be.Nell and Kyle s brother, Colton see each other at Kyle s funeral and they apparent that they both feel a special connection, but the timing isn t right Fast forward two years when they run into each other in New York, where they both resideColton Calloway, Colt Kyle s older brother son of Congressman 25 years old auto body shop owner musician black hair blue eyes Colton is handsome, sexy, in control, smart, observant, wise beyond his years What an amazing hero and precious soul and how his parents could have let him run away at seventeen a minor and never looked for him is perplexing, horrifying, inexcusable and a crime Nevertheless in those eight years since he left he has made a life for himself owning an auto body shop and getting by As the story unfolds we learn that him getting to that point was horrendous and flecked with danger and he has the battle scars to prove it both inside and out He has demons and many, many secrets that you are just going to have to read the story to find outHe stoodthan a foot taller than I did, his shoulders like a football player s pads, arms corded thick He was huge, I realized Kyle had been lean and toned Colton was something else Obviously powerful Hard PrimalNell, Nelly has done nothing to deal with her grief, guilt, shame, self loathing and sorrow in the two years that has passed Her life is on the brink of spinning out of control It s a miracle she is holding it togetherYou re a lot of things, Nell Hawthorne You re complex You re cute You re lovely You re funny You re strong You re beautiful She seems to be struggling with words and emotions I keep going You re tortured You re hurting You re amazing You re talented You re sexy as f ckColt sees Nell and recognizes a lot of warning signs yet he feels this connection, this attraction and this need to save her even though he knows he can tThere s darkness in this girl now I almost don t want to get involved She ll hurt me I know this I can see it, feel it coming She s got so much pain, so many cracks and shards and jags in her soul, and I m going to get cut by her if I m not careful I can t fix herFalling into you is a story of grief, pain, self loathing, healing, love and second chances Poignant Heart wrenching Beautiful A must read Excellent story telling by Jasinda WilderI m not just falling in love with you, Nell I m falling into you You re an ocean, and I m falling in, drowning in the depths of who you areHero rating 5 stars Heroine rating 3.5 starsSex scenes rating 5 starsSex scenes frequency 4.5 starsStoryline concept rating 5 starsStorytelling skills rating 5 starsStory ending rating 4.5 starsBook editing rating 5 no edits spotted 4.5 stars Overall rating 4.5 starsWould I recommend this book Yes.Would I re read this book Maybe later.Would I read future books by this author Yes

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    So This is NA smut Not YA smut which might be illegal I don t know , not mommy smut NA smut I had thought it was going to be a New Adult story with some steamy scenes, but alas, this book consists of a slew of hastily written, badly paced plot devices weaved awkwardly between sex scenes The strangest thing is that, even though the sex scenes were I thought fairly well written, they seemed rushed, too Was the entire thing rushed Well, we re talking about four or five years and numerous So This is NA smut Not YA smut which might be illegal I don t know , not mommy smut NA smut I had thought it was going to be a New Adult story with some steamy scenes, but alas, this book consists of a slew of hastily written, badly paced plot devices weaved awkwardly between sex scenes The strangest thing is that, even though the sex scenes were I thought fairly well written, they seemed rushed, too Was the entire thing rushed Well, we re talking about four or five years and numerous emotional upheavals jammed into 223 pages Yes, it s rushed The entire book, summed up in 50 words or less view spoiler Nell grows up with Kyle, loses her virginity, gets proposed to, Kyle dies, Nell turns into a raging alcoholic and cutter, Colton bangs her a lot and yells at her to cry, Nell miscarries, they fall into each other, voila Problems solved, lots of sex was had, the end hide spoiler If you enjoy a story to go along with the sex and if you hate a lot of needless emotional fuckery , steer clear of this book But if all you re looking for is a quick read about sex, hey,power to ya

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    INTO YOU is a dark, steamy, sexy NA romance that aims for heart, punches you in the gut, and then, finally, lifts your spirits sky high The very first sentence sets the powerful tone for the entire bookI wasn t always in love with Colton Calloway I was in love with his younger brother, Kyle, firstIt only took reading that single sentence to convince me to read this book, as I couldn t help but wonder about the brothers and what went wrong And, what went right This is Nell s story, but INTO YOU is a dark, steamy, sexy NA romance that aims for heart, punches you in the gut, and then, finally, lifts your spirits sky high The very first sentence sets the powerful tone for the entire bookI wasn t always in love with Colton Calloway I was in love with his younger brother, Kyle, firstIt only took reading that single sentence to convince me to read this book, as I couldn t help but wonder about the brothers and what went wrong And, what went right This is Nell s story, but it is told over several years and through the alternating POVs of Nell and Colton For Nell and Colton, survival is about learning how to live life on their own terms, and not through the dreams their parents wished for them as young children When life crushed their spirits, and their young dreams faded away, pain became their welcomed friend Emotionally and physically.With this odd connection, Nell and Colton truly understand each other Through the shared love of music and guitar, they find a friendship and eventually a love that allows them to finally deal with their past I was surprised how much I liked these two characters together Fundamentally they were so different, but by the end of the book I couldn t imagine them apart And for an NA book, this was very steamy In fact, I would probably call this a straight adult romance These two burned up a lot of pagesThis author can write some hot steamy scenes Whew My issues with the book were small, and they mostly focused around Nell I did like her and I understood her issues, but I also had to remind myself often that she was young so don t expect her to act like a mature adult At least not yet She was an over thinker and made some questionable choices, which got a bit dramatic for my personal tastes Colton was a well developed and awesome hero character For me, he is what made this book so special He had a rare mix of strength and sensitivity he was rough and tough but not in a Neanderthal kind of way He wrote beautiful lyrics, words straight from his heart and soul But he was fierce and could survive street fighting and protect those around him FALLING INTO YOU will remind you that life rarely turns out as one expects when they are young, but you can still hope for love and a chance that something special will come of it And who knows, you might even surpass your wildest dreamsThanks my GR Friends for the recommendation Without your reviews, I would have missed this little gem

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    10 Stars I ve been trying to pull myself together since i finished reading this book about three and a half hrs agoand NO LUCK I m not really great at reviews but here it is..Nell and Kyle Oh it is a beautiful, verge of innocence, experiencing love for the first time experience for these two Best friends, who discover that there can be somethingbetween them, and you really feel the connection here with these two Unfortunately something horrific happens and Kyle is ripped away 10 Stars I ve been trying to pull myself together since i finished reading this book about three and a half hrs agoand NO LUCK I m not really great at reviews but here it is..Nell and Kyle Oh it is a beautiful, verge of innocence, experiencing love for the first time experience for these two Best friends, who discover that there can be somethingbetween them, and you really feel the connection here with these two Unfortunately something horrific happens and Kyle is ripped away from all that he lovesNell Oh boy Nell goes through a darkness after losing Kyle She holds onto this sense of guilt, self hate, resentment after losing kyle that destroys her Her pain was so hard to read through, the way she takes it out on herself, was relatable and devastating..Colton Oh Colton We first meet Colton at Kyle s funeral, and he s nothingthan a shoulder for Nell to lean on, and he surprises her by handling her grief alot different that everyone around her, which she appreciates Colton however, has some heavy demons of his own dealing with, which we don t discover until laterColton and Nell OMG Their connection is something so so muchthan physical I am so blown away by their emotional connection, their ability to open up about the most painful, embarrassing, horrific stuff of their past to each other, things that they have never spoken to anyone else about She sees him as her defender, protector, a safe haven, a warm balm to cope, release, move on.He sees her as a broken, destroyed shell full of potential to hope, live, love, breathe again He knows he s going to get crushed by her, but he doesn t care, he s determined to help her get off this path of destruction I was surprised at how deep and dark this book got with Nell dealing with her grief and Colton s past and disability Which just made me love itThe music The music played a huge secondary character in this book In certain scenes they were able to communicate by singing songs to each other, using the songs, to say stuff that they couldn t There were scenes where the music was used as a source of comfort and healing Both times colton sings to her BREATHTAKING One of my fav songs and such powerful lyrics by Jason Marz, Colton actually sings to her. no words The Sex SO FREAKING HOT Colton reveals aDominate side, which Nell is surprised that she really loves, and we see Nell blossom from the shy, nervous girl with Kyle when she lost her virginity to a full shameless slut beast as she calls herself BUT I would have loved an epilogue of Nell and Colton to get a glimpse into how far they came after everything they ve been through GO READ THIS BOOK and i recommend Wounded by the same author Jasinda WIlder also

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    Reread 2 6 2016just as good as the first timeI wasn t always in love with Colton Calloway I was in love with his younger brother, Kyle, firstWith a first line like that, you know this is going to be a tough, gritty, dark book and it definitely is Nell grew up with Kyle and they did everything together It helped that they were neighbors, their mothers were friends and they were born only two days apart When Nell can finally date, Kyle s best friend asks her out Unfortunate Reread 2 6 2016just as good as the first timeI wasn t always in love with Colton Calloway I was in love with his younger brother, Kyle, firstWith a first line like that, you know this is going to be a tough, gritty, dark book and it definitely is Nell grew up with Kyle and they did everything together It helped that they were neighbors, their mothers were friends and they were born only two days apart When Nell can finally date, Kyle s best friend asks her out Unfortunately when she tells Kyle, he freaks out and that leads them both to the conclusion that they have always loved each other asthan friends.It s a wonderful first lovefull of promise and hopeand happiness Until one day when things change and Nell will never be the same Enter Colton, Kyle s older brother, and now Nell will definitely never be the same Both Nell and Colton fight what they feel for each other They both have been wounded and it takes two years before they see each other again Nell has spiraled out of control and is barely holding on Thankfully, Colton recognizes what she is going through and can help her, can help heal her soul The chapters are spaced outsometimes in years, sometimes in weeks At the beginning, Nell and Kyle are only sixteen years old but we move two years ahead fairly quickly I ve always complained about books coming in after a tragedy and missing everything that happened You don t have to worry about that in this book and I m not sure I liked it I know, I knowthat s what I get for complaining It just felt like Kyle s part was a bit choppy and forced Once Colton comes in, things really smooth out I really enjoyed getting Nell and Colton s POVs It was intriguing to see the similar things they both went through I have to admit that I didn t like hearing about Colton s past love life but he should have one too, right I loved how they talked to each other in songs You always hear how music heals the soul and I really believe that it did in this case At the end of the book there is a playlist but I really enjoyed these two songs the best Avett Brothers I and Love and YouJason Mraz I Won t Give Up And crazy, hot sex scenes.WOW This is definitely not a YA book even though the first part makes it feel that way Colton s got some moves There were a lot of emotional issues that this book deals with It definitely pulls at your heart strings And we get somedrama at the end Not sure how I felt about it and if it was really necessary What I really wanted was an epilogueI guess I m getting spoiled I ve heard there s going to be another book, Falling Into Us JW has said it s not a sequel or a change of POVs butof an expansion of what everyone went through andNell and Colton It s suppose to come out in July I ve really been enjoying book trailers that are made by some incredible people There are a couple out for this book and here s one I really enjoyed Falling Into You book trailerFavorite quotes That note would become my greatest comfort, and the reminder of my deepest heartache You can t, Nell Just hold my hand I love yousobThere s darkness in this girl, now I almost don t want to get involved She ll hurt me I know this I can see it, feel it coming It is home I may sleep upstairs, but this garage is home More than you know I m a lot of things, Tinkerbell Sweet ain t one of them I deserve exactly you, he cuts in, settling his hands on my hips as I kneel astride his thighs Only you The good and the bad All you, all beautiful I m not just falling in love with you, Nell I m falling into you You re an ocean, and I m falling in, drowning in the depths of who you are Like you said, it s scary in a way, but it s also the most amazing thing I ve ever experienced You are the most amazing thing I ve ever experiencedAll my life it seems I ve been falling, Failing, Flailing, Barely keeping my head above water And then one day I saw you Standing beneath a spreading tree, Refusing to weep But even then I saw The weight of pain hiding in your eyes, And I wished then, There beneath that tree, To take it all away But I had no words to heal you I had no words to heal myself And now that Fate has intervened, Conspired to draw us together, Despite the years between us, Despite the weight of pain Behind both our eyes, Despite the ghosts trailing all around usLike a fog of haunting souls, I m still trying to find the words to heal you, To take your pain and make it all my own So your beautiful eyes can smile, So you can be at peace And now that Fate has intervened, Conspired to draw us together, I can t resist the lure of your eyes, The temptation of your beauty, The siren song of your voice Whispering my name In the dark comfort between my sheets I can t resist you, baby, Because I m falling still, I m falling into you

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    I wasn t always in love with Colton Calloway I was in love with his younger brother, Kyle, first This book was the absolute saddest f ing book I ve ever READ Let me repeat myself.THE SADDEST book I ve EVER read This book is going to be very hard for me to review because honestly, I don t like sad books.at ALL So I m going to start with a general description and then I will get to my feelings on this book.This book is about Colton and Nell In the beginning Nell was young I wasn t always in love with Colton Calloway I was in love with his younger brother, Kyle, first This book was the absolute saddest f ing book I ve ever READ Let me repeat myself.THE SADDEST book I ve EVER read This book is going to be very hard for me to review because honestly, I don t like sad books.at ALL So I m going to start with a general description and then I will get to my feelings on this book.This book is about Colton and Nell In the beginning Nell was young, a 16 year old girl, and in love with Kyle but that came to a crashing halt due to a fatal freak accident Nell being a child herself had a very difficult time dealing with this because not only was Kyle her boyfriend but he had also been her best friend since they were children Colton was Kyle s older brother, he left home after high school due to expectations that he couldn t meet or decided that he wasn t going to meet and made a life of his own on NYC.They meet for the first time at Kyle s funeral and they both recognize something in each other.but they aren t quite sure what that is But Colton is I m safe with him He draws the truth out of me He draws the pain out of me Colton knows pain He s intimately familiar with it Lives with it Guilt too So they meet again accidentally in NYC, Colton is a musician and he plays for the love of music not the money and Nell just happens to see him playing in Central Parkand that s when THEIR story begins.It s a painful story on both their parts and painful for totally different reasons They do eventually bare all their emotional baggage to one another..one sad story at a time They end up being each others true solace and it s beautiful watching it unfold..IF you like sad books It really is beautiful watching them heal each other and the music ends up being their escape We understand each other, Nelly We ve both lost someone we love We both have scars and regrets and anger We can do this together you have to be okay You have to let yourself heal and move on You re stuck in the moment of his death, right now Locked into a cycle with no way out You have to break the cycle My Thoughts Let me start this by saying that this is a great book for people who enjoy THIS kind of book The book it s self is wonderful, great story line, great characters..I m just the WRONG person to read it I hate sad ass books.and this is a tear jerker Ok enough I m donethis book was sad.sad as hell Nothing and I mean NOTHING went right for these two people When you think of a sad book you hope that maybe, just maybe in the end something will work out..and I guess one thing did for them BUT that s ALL..one thing Some of the book didn t even make sense to me because of the high profile careers their parents hadnow I know it s fiction and if you write it well enough I don t care if aliens are buying milk at a gas station but if notit bothers me This particular thing bothered me, really bad I m going to stop now because part of my issue is I don t like this type of book but I will say that the book was good and I can understand why MANY people enjoyed it, however it just wasn t the book for me That being said I gave it 3 stars because of personal preference but if you like this style of book 4 5 stars definitely I m not even going to tell you who recommended this book to me.but you know who you are woman This book to me, was her Camjust so you know I m glad I read this book because I know life s not always about roses and rainbows.there is pain and suffering.but damn I m done.READ it you may LOVE it

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    I m a wreck, I have just been torn down and stripped of all emotions.I can t even begin to describe how much I loved this book It went above beyond any expectation I had It is absolutely one of the best books that I ve read this year, Jasinda Wilder is brilliant and her writing is just incredible This book made me feel every word, every touch, every gut wrenching emotion in this story From the first page to the last sentence.Falling into You is a beautiful yet Heartbreaking story about a g I m a wreck, I have just been torn down and stripped of all emotions.I can t even begin to describe how much I loved this book It went above beyond any expectation I had It is absolutely one of the best books that I ve read this year, Jasinda Wilder is brilliant and her writing is just incredible This book made me feel every word, every touch, every gut wrenching emotion in this story From the first page to the last sentence.Falling into You is a beautiful yet Heartbreaking story about a girl, Nell.When Nell s boyfriend Kyle dies suddenly in a tragic accident, Nell is forever changed I wanted nothingthan to climb into the box with him and quit breathing, find him in whatever came after life At the funeral is where we meet Colton, Kyles older brother As Nell goes through the days after Kyle s death, Colton is the one that Nell opens up to.There is as undeniable connection between the two that both try to ignore.2 Years later in New York City Nell is reunited with ColtColton realizes that, Nell has never really gotten over Kyle s death She still has not grieved for Kyle.She holds on to the pain, guilt and regret by dealing with them in her own unhealthy way.He knows he shouldn t get involved, but he can t help himself He wants to help her You need to let yourself feel Feel it, own it Then move on You make it sound so easy Bitterness drips from each syllable It s not It s the fucking hardest thing a person can do Feel grieve Let yourself feel all the anger at the fact that he was taken from you Feel the loss of him Feel the sadness and the missing him Don t block it out, don t cut so it so stops, don t drink yourself numb just sit and let it all rip you apart And then get up and keep breathing One breath at a time One day at a time Wake up, and be shredded Cry for a while Then stop crying and go about your day You re not okay, but you re alive and you will be okay, someday Colt has his own demons, he is dealing with a past of regret, loss and deals with Together they are painful, mess They have been through so much hurt, they can see it in each other He can relate and knows what Nell needs to do to heal her deep wounds.Only when she lets go of her guilt can she slowly start the process of grieving It s violent, I don t even know how long she sobs Time ceases to pass, and she cries cries, cries Clutches me and makes these sounds of a soul being ripped in two, the grief so long denied taking it s toll Their Journey is I just don t know how to express it to you It s beyond words Its an emotion, a feeling, a journey to someplace no one should take Your heart is pounding and all these emotions rise up the back of your throat only to get stuck Together they slowly heal They both feel closer to each other than with anyone else before I m still trying to find the words to heal you, To take your pain and make it all my ownSo your beautiful eyes can smile,So you can be at peace And now that Fate has intervened,Conspired to draw us together,I can t resist the lure of your eyes,The temptation of you beauty,The siren song of you voiceWispering my nameIn the dark comfort between my sheets.I can t resist you, baby,Because I m falling still, I m falling into you But with that comes the guilt The guilt of Kyle However this is real It s life, it s truth and you won t expect anything else There s no magical healing in this I won t wake up tomorrow fixed and joyful I ll still hurt and grieve.But moments like this, with Colton They make it all bearable He doesnt fix me, doesn t heal me He just makes life worthwhile he helps me remember to breathe, shows me how to smile again he kisses me and I can forget pain I loved it, couldn t put it down I haven t cried so hard, so much in one book The song he wrote in the hospital NO words just an absolute blubbering mess Jasinda Wilder AMAZING I m in awe Her song writing It speaks to you I have read books with references to songs and artists before and never really drew on that But with Falling into you, it makes you stop and listen I was on my Itunes listening after each reference and feeling the words This is a must read for everybody I m not just falling in love with you, Nell I m falling into you You re an ocean, and I m falling in, drowning in the depths of who you are Amazing 5 Stars Buy it.Read it.Love it

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