Slave



[Epub] ➛ Slave Author Kol Anderson – E17streets4all.co.uk It s the worst feeling in the world, seeing him with someone else There s nothing I wouldn t do, no limits I won t go to get him back But he won t give me a chance He won t so much as look at me becau It s the worst feeling in the world, seeing him with someone else There s nothing I wouldn t do, no limits I won t go to get him back But he won t give me a chance He won t so much as look at me because he thinks I don t belong to him anyBut that s the whole thingI don t belong anywhere Doesn t matter where I go or who I am with I am always alone There is something wrong with me, there has to be because no one else seems quite as miserable at being without a master But don t we all owe our freedom to something People are Slaves, aren t they To their jobs, to their partners, to their children, even to their lifestyles We all have those little kinks that we don t tell anyone about, because we think we re going to be judged for them, and because we re Slaves to society s rules In a world where Slavery is the norm I m a Slave to my needs To him And I need to get him backWARNINGS HARDCORE BDSM, DUB CON, NON CON.Slave

The books that the world calls immoral are books that show the world its own shame Oscar WildeIf you re into the fluffier side of life, you have my blessing but will you please take the next exit For the rest of you depraved pervs, enjoy your stay.

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    Kindle Edition ↠ Slave PDF ò I am with I am always alone There is something wrong with me, there has to be because no one else seems quite as miserable at being without a master But don t we all owe our freedom to something People are Slaves, aren t they To their jobs, to their partners, to their children, even to their lifestyles We all have those little kinks that we don t tell anyone about, because we think we re going to be judged for them, and because we re Slaves to society s rules In a world where Slavery is the norm I m a Slave to my needs To him And I need to get him backWARNINGS HARDCORE BDSM, DUB CON, NON CON."/>
  • Kindle Edition
  • 50 pages
  • Slave
  • Kol Anderson
  • English
  • 13 May 2019

10 thoughts on “Slave

  1. says:

    within you without you.I am of two minds about this one.I was completely disinterested in the BDSM, but since I am not in the lifestyle very much at all, this was no surprise.but imagine my delight when I found buried between the lines of a sexy, straightforward dom sub vignette a fascinatingly complex and compelling question for a man who needs to feel pain, what s the difference between the one who hurts you on the outside and the one who hurts you on the inside george harrison s famous contri within you without you.I am of two minds about this one.I was completely disinterested in the BDSM, but since I am not in the lifestyle very much at all, this was no surprise.but imagine my delight when I found buried between the lines of a sexy, straightforward dom sub vignette a fascinatingly complex and compelling question for a man who needs to feel pain, what s the difference between the one who hurts you on the outside and the one who hurts you on the inside george harrison s famous contribution to sgt pepper won t tell you but this steamy and nuanced short might

  2. says:

    I have said it before and I will say it again I am incredibly excited about this young author Kol Anderson, writes the kind of books I like and manages to hit those emotions head on that some books just gently stroke and I love that Slave is not a read that had the adrenaline pumping at an alarming rate like the Broken Series, but rather this novella plays with your heartstrings, tugging on them to almost breaking point It s not perfect and I felt the writing a little disjointed and lost I have said it before and I will say it again I am incredibly excited about this young author Kol Anderson, writes the kind of books I like and manages to hit those emotions head on that some books just gently stroke and I love that Slave is not a read that had the adrenaline pumping at an alarming rate like the Broken Series, but rather this novella plays with your heartstrings, tugging on them to almost breaking point It s not perfect and I felt the writing a little disjointed and lost it s flow at times and whilst I loved Jesse, I didn t wholeheartedly connect with Matt, even in the end not completely believing his sincerity I was almost there but not quite Jesse is a natural submissive, his whole being calls out to a master to take control of his life, unable to perform that task on his own, he needs guidance When he breaks up with Matt his master he falls into such a deep depression he is unable to claw his way out he wants to block out the anguish and torment that is a constant in his heart, and his only outlet to oblivion is pain, and that pain comes at the hands of Noah Noah is a sadist and his particular brand of pain is brutally delivered without the escape of a safe word to be endured, but not to satisfaction for Jesse, he just wants to forget if only for a little while In Slave I somehow felt disconnected to the physical pain that Jesse suffers at the hands of Noah, and I think that s because the real pain in this book is in Jesse s heart We get some insight to this in his journal entries which are interspersed throughout the book, and his feelings of devastation had big fat tears rolling down my face I have to say Kol s writing of those entries is beautiful What we see is a boy slave who after losing his master, no longer wants to feel the emotional pain of his broken heart Lost and alone, he wants to forget, and physical pain is his only escape from the emotions that overwhelm him, because without Matt, the man he loves and his master he is wading through mud, lost, with all grasp and control of his life gone But it s not only the feeling of abandonment, Jess had been with Matt for three years, however they both have differing ideas of what a relationship entails Jesse wants love, unconditional and forever and that is what he had freely given to Matt his heart and soul Matt on the other hand doesn t do exclusive, although for two years of their relationship he had tried so when Matt starts playing around with one night stands he may as well have ripped Jesse s heart out of his chest and stamped on it and in Jesse s eyes that is exactly what he did he had been rejected and unable to satisfy his master.I am sitting on the fence with Matt, as I am not really sure if I liked him or not, in fact he totally pissed me off at times due to his inconsiderate and quite frankly blaze attitude, as a dom and knowing Jesse s nature he should have ensured that Jesse was taken care of and not left to his own devices Although he did redeem himself in the end, I was still cross, but looking at it objectively people break up all the time, Matt had cheated, but he had also always been upfront about his own nature and tendencies to wander and I think he had just underestimated Jesse s neediness Kol Anderson characterisation of Jesse was excellent, I totally connected with his desolation and my chest was hurting watching him deal with his heartache, trying to remain positive for his Mother whilst coping with her illness and with no friends his only outlet for his emotions had been his journal, and I have to say his little bit of manipulation seemed totally out of character and a real shocker but hey, GO JESSE

  3. says:

    Ahso niceand not as hardcore as the warnings might suggest Well okay, let me rephrase that The scenes are hardcore, but, at it s heart, this is a very sweet and sad story about Jesse, who is heartbroken after breaking up with Matt, his Dom And it s one of those messy situations, like in real life, where nobody is really in the wrong Okay, so Noah, the guy who Jesse hooks up with after Matt, is an asshole But he s upfront about it He plays hard, he hurts subs, and they know that when Ahso niceand not as hardcore as the warnings might suggest Well okay, let me rephrase that The scenes are hardcore, but, at it s heart, this is a very sweet and sad story about Jesse, who is heartbroken after breaking up with Matt, his Dom And it s one of those messy situations, like in real life, where nobody is really in the wrong Okay, so Noah, the guy who Jesse hooks up with after Matt, is an asshole But he s upfront about it He plays hard, he hurts subs, and they know that when they go into a scene with him He s the bad guy of the pieceexcept, is he Like I said, Noah s upfront And Mattwell, Matt was upfront too Matt doesn t do monogamy And can you really hate him for turning up with a twink on his arm when Jesse s already seeing Noah And Jessethere are no simple fixes in Jesse s life And, if he gets hurt with Noah, it s because he s a little naive, a lot confused, and lost as all hell Jesse has a lot to learn about himself in this story, and, by the end, I think he s getting there There are no heroes in this story There are no villains either It s messy, like relationships are in real life

  4. says:

    Holy Fucking SHIT.There are so many issues that I should have with this story, so many, but I cannot think of one thing I want to complain about right now because this short kept me GLUED to my Kindle I did not even take a break to do one status update That s how into this I was.Jesse is a sub whose master, Matt, has cheated and left him To say Jesse is lost would be an understatement Emotionally, Jesse is a hot mess and things only go downhill when he takes up with Noah who is the WORST m Holy Fucking SHIT.There are so many issues that I should have with this story, so many, but I cannot think of one thing I want to complain about right now because this short kept me GLUED to my Kindle I did not even take a break to do one status update That s how into this I was.Jesse is a sub whose master, Matt, has cheated and left him To say Jesse is lost would be an understatement Emotionally, Jesse is a hot mess and things only go downhill when he takes up with Noah who is the WORST masochist in the club I m not sure how to explain how twisted Noah is but here s the thingKol Anderson did something in this book that really fucked with what I wanted to think of Noah I won t give details but at one point Noah makes a mini speech to Jesse that made me see Noah as muchthan just an abusive asshole who was beyond help Was he an abusive asshole Yes, but that little speech made me want a story where Noah learns to be someone better because I saw something sad and broken in him.Now, as for Jesse, he takes a very interesting journey in this little story He s so messed up that he s allowing himself to go beyond what is healthy within the BDSM world He s letting someone legitimately abuse him The reason I was glued to my Kindle was that I wanted to know if Jesse was going to make it through or if he was going to end up dead because shit was seriously spiraling Out Of Control There was a large part of this story where I was not sure how things were going to turn out.And then there was Matt who Jesse was pining for and who kept popping up, making it impossible for Jesse to completely forget him Matt was a mystery until he wasn t I m actually not going to talk too much about Matt because I think it would ruin an aspect of the story I really appreciated.In Slave Kol Anderson gave me three characters who were very far from perfect The dynamics of the relationships were in many way screwed up, in some ways unhealthy, but in some ways understandable They were also utterly complicated and so very messy, but that s most of life isn t it It was refreshing to see that in a story that didn t flinch away from all of that while not, at least to me, feeling forced.Was the writing here perfect No No, it wasn t but the story grabbed me so hard and I wanted to know where it was going so badly that I just didn t care I know I probably won t get it but I hope this gets turned into a series and Noah s story gets told I feel like through all of the insane, screwed up shit in that character s head there is some way for him to redeemed That would be a compelling story to read.This book is not for everyone but I m damn glad I read it

  5. says:

    OK, so here we have three people I was all ready to hate but I just can t because Kol pulled his evil genius magic trick and made me like them ALL OF THEM Even Noah Why the fuck do I like Noah Maybe it s because well hell, I don t know why I ended up liking him but I did OK, I wasintrigued by him than liked him I would love to read a story about him, get inside his head Hear that Kol Get to work I need to knowabout Noah Moving right along, we have Matt Matt, the view OK, so here we have three people I was all ready to hate but I just can t because Kol pulled his evil genius magic trick and made me like them ALL OF THEM Even Noah Why the fuck do I like Noah Maybe it s because well hell, I don t know why I ended up liking him but I did OK, I wasintrigued by him than liked him I would love to read a story about him, get inside his head Hear that Kol Get to work I need to knowabout Noah Moving right along, we have Matt Matt, the view spoiler cheating hide spoiler asshat that left poor Jesse out in the cold with no shelter to weather the storm Bad Dom But, he kinda redeemed himself with his self reflection and actually owning up to his mistakes.Now, about Jesse Jesse, Jesse, Jesse I actually wanted to hate him the most for what he put himself through The self pity was just flat out annoying to me I wanted to tell him to grow some fucking balls and get his shit together But in the end, when he showedstrength and self worth and a lot of sneaky manipulation I came to like him best of all.The story overall I liked it There were parts that felt a bit rushed but you get that with a lot of short stories There were some run on sentences that I was itching to go in and fix but I m anal like that Kol, you do love your commas, dontcha p This story didn t have the shock value of The Prisoner but I don t think it was meant to be that way I think that if it was a bit longer with the chance to flesh out the story line a bitI would have really loved it My favorite parts of the story were the journal entries So much emotion in them So, all in all, I liked this short story and I am eager to readfrom the evil genius Oh, and this is for Ann Dammit Kol D ETA I forgot to mention the cover It was just beautiful If I ever write a book please don t let me I want Kol to design the cover Simply gorgeous

  6. says:

    First off what a great cover Poor Jesse, left adrift when his Master betrayed him He is barely functioning He goes to the club and finds Noah He knows what Noah is about thanks to the grumbling of other subs, and Noah does nothing to hide what he wants, but perhaps the pain Jesse receives from Noah can do something to fill the void Matt has left Matt keeps popping up in Jesse s life, though why does Matt even care at this point For those concerned, this is not anywhere near as hardcore as First off what a great cover Poor Jesse, left adrift when his Master betrayed him He is barely functioning He goes to the club and finds Noah He knows what Noah is about thanks to the grumbling of other subs, and Noah does nothing to hide what he wants, but perhaps the pain Jesse receives from Noah can do something to fill the void Matt has left Matt keeps popping up in Jesse s life, though why does Matt even care at this point For those concerned, this is not anywhere near as hardcore as The Prisoner This story is short, but the relationships are complex Everyone in this story is messed up, but everyone in this story can be redeemed Maybe some just need a push in the right direction

  7. says:

    4 Stars for the realism and for the heart racing intense BDSM sceneHuman beings are fragile creatures especially mentally We do tend to get hurt quite easily and some might even get themselves stuck in a never ending loop of despair and anguish Some would attempt to drown their pain with alcohol or even drugs, yet there are those who would seek external pain to counter internal pain Just like how a cutter would try to take control of his emotion via physical pain It s an unconscious call for 4 Stars for the realism and for the heart racing intense BDSM sceneHuman beings are fragile creatures especially mentally We do tend to get hurt quite easily and some might even get themselves stuck in a never ending loop of despair and anguish Some would attempt to drown their pain with alcohol or even drugs, yet there are those who would seek external pain to counter internal pain Just like how a cutter would try to take control of his emotion via physical pain It s an unconscious call for help really What Jesse, the protagonist did in this story was his way of seeking solace He is not a stranger to pain and would welcome it as another form of comfort He is a natural masochist and a true sub He constantly need to let himself go and for others to take total control of him.Jesse was devastated and depressed when Matt, his Master cum lover of 3 years dumped him for no apparent reason To make things worst, his mother s cancer was back and she s fighting for her life and suffering for it It s not surprising that Jesse being so lost in his mental anguish that he would seek to comfort himself in the only way he knows best through physical pain and submission Only what s wrong was the partner of his choice Noah a reckless dom who doesn t give a damn on the welfare of his sub He s a greedy, selfish bastard that only knows how to take but not give, that s why he isn t a proper dom nor should he be one at all He is just plainly a sadist pretending to be a dom And he is clearly taking advantage of Jesse s current mental state to manipulate him to his own benefit As for Matt, he is a commitment phobic dom who just loves to play without strings attached and he thinks Jesse is just too good for him What he doesn t know is why does he thinks so Why does he worry so much about the unfairness in their relationship Deep down inside this confident and commanding man, is just a normal guy and he is clueless as to why Jesse makes him feel so differently Actually, I don t blame Matt for letting Jesse go He has his reasons and I think it s fair and better than just leaving loose ends, encouraging wounds to fester I d say he did the right thing then and also later, when he face his own feelings and own up to his mistakes That s the kind of man I respect I like this quote very much 3 I don t belong anywhere.Doesn t matter where I go or who I am with I am always alone There is something wrong with me, there has to be because no one else seems quite as miserable at being without a master.But don t we all owe our freedom to something People are slaves, aren t they To their jobs, to their partners, to their children, even to their lifestyles We all have those little kinks that we don t tell anyone about, because we think we re going to be judged for them, and because we re slaves to society s rules.In a world where slavery is the norm I m a slave to my needs By the way, I like the ending and that epilogue I really enjoyed reading that epilogue Thanks Kol Kol writes his stories with much realism and feelings and this one is one of it His writings dares you to examine your own principles in life He isn t shy on the subjects he wish to bring forth for his readers to ponder on On the shade of grey I liked the intense sessions Noah gave Jesse It made my heart goes all thumpyevil laughterWell, you can t deny the eroticism there right Even Jesse couldn t Especially their first session And Kol, nice cover It s Jesse there, truly ___________________________________________Title SlaveAuthor Kol AndersonPublication Date August 16th, 2013Type Short StoryGenre Hardcore BDSM, Romance, M M, Gay, Contemporary, Abuse, Dub con, Non conDescription It s the worst feeling in the world, seeing him with someone else There s nothing I wouldn t do, no limits I won t go to get him back But he won t give me a chance He won t so much as look at me because he thinks I don t belong to him any.But that s the whole thing.I don t belong anywhere.Doesn t matter where I go or who I am with I am always alone There is something wrong with me, there has to be because no one else seems quite as miserable at being without a master.But don t we all owe our freedom to something People are slaves, aren t they To their jobs, to their partners, to their children, even to their lifestyles We all have those little kinks that we don t tell anyone about, because we think we re going to be judged for them, and because we re slaves to society s rules.In a world where slavery is the norm I m a slave to my needs.To him.And I need to get him back.WARNINGS HARDCORE BDSM, DUB CON, NON CON___________________________________________NOTE This review is based on an ARC extended to me by the author

  8. says:

    A cover a m m cover that manages to make me so eager to read the book That doesn t happen every day.

  9. says:

    Nope, couldn t get behind this one at all I read the reviews of my GR friends and many sung praises of the 3 MCs in this story, despite their shady behaviors I cannot join them I felt great pity for Jesse, anger towards Matt and my feelings were mixed about Noah None of them inspired any positive feelings in me at all.Oh well, I tried and will continue to step out of my comfort zone in the future for the right material I can definitely see why many enjoyed this one.

  10. says:

    Ok loved this story after waiting anxiously for its release Kol sweetie I

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